I’m a Statistic
Madeleine Robins

If I seem a touch distracted these days I’ve got an actual reason. I’m looking for a job. That’s right. In this economy. But income from writing has been, um, erratic lately, at a time when steady and predictable would be the preferred thing. But I’m not here to today to talk about the vicissitudes of the auctorial lifestyle (hey, prospective employers, see how I toss those big words around?). I am here to talk about How Jobsearching Has Changed.
The first time I looked for a job I was a wee-tiny Madeleine, living in Cambridge, Mass. with a former college roommate, in an economy we thought was pretty piss poor. Hah! Those carefree, giddy days when I was poor, unfettered, unmortgaged, and you got a job by looking through the paper, going to the HR departments at local universities, and taking typing tests. It took me two and a half months but I found a job I loved, running continuing ed and summer programs at a university (of which Cambridge has a bunch–you may have heard of some of them). Even eleven years ago, when I was downsized out of my job editing comics, it was essentially the same procedure: answer ads, sign up with employment companies that advertise as loss leaders (Oh, y’know, that job isn’t available anymore, but we have this terrific opportunity making angels dance on pins that would be a great match with your skills!), network (what used to be called “asking around”).
Not so much any more. Yes, the papers have classified sections, but those are often for the kind of jobs I can’t afford to take (or for jobs that are so stratospherically out of my league that they must be advertised broadly so that the search committees can be sure they’ve done their due dilligence). Now it’s online. UCSF and UC Berkeley and SF State have websites where you upload your resume and cover letter, establish a “profile,” and apply to whatever jobs take your fancy. You can get them to send each week’s new listings so you can keep shooting off that profile to them. Of course, there’s an unnerving sense of casting your bread the void; at least with a paper resume and envelope someone had to open the envelope. No, on second thought, maybe they just dumped ‘em into the trash can. So this might be just as good, or better.
Then there’s networking. I suck at networking because I was badly raised. “Don’t put yourself forward, don’t be beholden to anyone, you should do it all on your own, no one wants to help you.” But now, through the miracle of LinkedIn, I have millions of contacts: people from jobs I’ve held, schools I’ve attended, organizations I’ve belonged to. I’ve been recommended by people I’ve worked with. People on Facebook suggest things. People on my Livejournal email me with possible work.
Nothing has panned out yet, of course. Job hunting takes time. Avocado, who has no memory of me with a full-time job, keeps saying “when are you going to get a job?” as if I had some control over the process. What I keep telling her is that it’s like taking a car trip somewhere you haven’t been before: you know you’ll get there, but you don’t have familiar landmarks to tell you how soon you’ll reach the destination. You just keep driving.
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November 12th, 2008 at 2:04 pm
May I suggest Criag’s List? And my husband has posted his resume on one of those Monster style sites (but one which is directed towards more technical types like himself) and has gotten some responses.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:15 pm
The job hunt thing is always traumatic as hell. No matter how wonderful and qualified you are (and you are certainly wonderful and qualified, Mad) it strikes at the core of your self-regard to have to go through the process.
Good luck, and soon!
November 12th, 2008 at 3:27 pm
I used to be bad at networking – too introverted. However, at my last job, I had to interact with a bunch of contractors and vendors – and when I got laid off, and let those people know about it, I had a new job lined up before I had finished out the old one. So now I’m a convert, and am working to stay up to date with all my contacts.
November 12th, 2008 at 5:00 pm
No one who meets me thinks I’m an introvert, but in fact, I am. A loud, silly introvert. I’m better at networking than I used to be, but it’s still rolling a rock up a hill.
And I’m on Monster and those sorts of things, but they seem to attract a lot of jobs for which I am not suited (IT, IT, IT) and nothing much in my field of competence. Hadn’t thought of Craigs List, but I’ll go straightaway and look.
November 12th, 2008 at 7:38 pm
I’ve also applied to a commune. I do have some of the IT skills, sort of, and did some technical writing. I was adjuncting and I suppose if worst comes to worst and I don’t get accepted by the commune I’m applying to, I could sell myself into adjunct hell again.
If you don’t have pets, Twin Oaks is the premiere east coast commune. They have a quota on children, though (one child to every five adults).
It sucks to be looking and it especially sucks to be looking at my age. I plan to retire as soon as I’m able to be independently poor.
November 12th, 2008 at 7:44 pm
I second the referral to Craig’s List, Jesse’s gotten about a bazillion jobs from there.
And, personally, I like the online format for job searching. In many cases I feel that it is less degrading to receive an automated email saying I didn’t get a job rather than a human telling me in person that I’m not suitable for the position.
Plus, trees are saved by having online resumes instead of paper resumes!
November 13th, 2008 at 9:36 pm
Thanks for the Craigslist suggestion. I’ve been looking since last December.
I’ve currently got an itsy technical editing/writing job through a friend that is stretching my brain. It could turn out to be more, but it’s a start-up in this crappy economy.